rut

after feeling pretty good for a few months, i feel like i'm falling into a rut again, calling a lot of things in my life into question, like, where am i going, what am i doing, do i like my job, why did the summer go by so fast, and why did i basically do nothing, why am i unhappy for the most part, why am i gaining weight again?

i dunno, maybe it's just a phase, but i feel antsy. maybe it's the imminent season change, maybe that i still have a long road to go in my condo before i can move in (every 'little' project keeps giving more obsticles), or that i've not and have never really been comfortable in my own skin. good stuff